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Magnolia

by Good Woman

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    Individually watercolor-painted cover with screenprinted handwriting text. Each cassette holds a dried grass widow wildflower handpicked in early spring from the Columbia River Gorge. Limited to 100 copies.

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1.
Rose Lake 04:26
I could drown away In a thousand years of screens To keep my brain from knowing What's happening Sleepwalk From thing to thing Wait to see you in my dreams To wake me I can't stop loving you I won't stop loving you Who could turn away From the rose lake In which you bathe Or the sound of your thunder running Towards me as I'm falling I can't stop loving you I won't stop loving you In that bed We transformed time Honey and red rose entwined Your fingers twirling my hair In your eyes I knew Eternal love here I can't stop loving you I won't stop loving you Who could turn away From the love you gave
2.
Gone 04:28
I don't want to be awake There is pain with every breath I take Every cell in me reverberates With the loss of you I can't sleep Tossing and turning I can't eat The night is long When you're gone Gone I go to sleep Hoping to dream of you But when I wake The wave hits me anew I'm surrounded by the loss of you I'm surrounded Are you really gone Gone I blink my eyes In the morning light I blink my eyes Is this real life Are you really gone
3.
Shame 02:56
I still want Everything I wanted Before our silence Was confronted So pour your blood On my body Let me take it all in me Take all your shame Take all your shame Take all your shame Take all your shame Give it away I never loved a body Like I love your body So give it to me The sacred mess and rejected beauty Take all your shame Take all your shame Take all your shame Take all your shame Give it away Before I force One foot in front of the other Out the door Breaking us forever Pour your blood On my body Let me take it all in me Take all your shame Take all your shame Take all your shame Take all your shame Give it away Don't run to any other Don't run to any other They can't give you what I gave ya Don't run to any other
4.
Bridge 02:49
I will forget my betrayals and loves no matter how hard I hold time will steal them I wanted to love you with all of me like my mother's mother fed to the bones of me When I first saw you I could barely speak when we first touched I couldn't see the beginning or ending of me But seeing the beginning of us was easy it's harder to see the ending When the sunset sky Isn't as sweet carrying your ghost inside of me When I look to the sky I can't help but hope to meet you on that bridge to make amends and to feel your fire in me again So pick up the phone and hear my voice let it leave you with no choice than to let me love you with all of me till we can no longer see our beginning or ending
5.
Come Into 02:50
Come into my bedroom Come into my bad dream Tell me of the full moon And how easy it was To fall asleep Next to another's body Come into my bedroom Come into my night w no sleep Tell me of the lightening between Your eyes and heartbeats And how her touch released me From your body (Bow down) (Bow down) Come into my dark womb Come into my disease Let me tell you it eats me Devoured my family No future No history Oceans left behind We never knew how to grieve (Bow down) (Bow down) Tell me do you still love me Do you think of me when night comes What god do you pray to To get you through to the dawn
6.
Take It Back 04:02
Take it back Take it back Let me come home to you I wake in the night and reach for you To touch magnolia and pink sky moons But it's no use Shadows playing tricks It's just an echo of you It's no use Who will you run to Who will you call to Who will bless the morning light As it rises to kiss Your still closed soft eyes Let me come home to you Despite all the nights lost in the tornado Despite our bleeding hearts and broken shadows I still want you I still want you Let me come home to you And bask in the glory of the truth we both knew Love this big could heal the world anew And with that look in your eye How the flame only grew Who will you run to Who will you call to Who will bless the morning light As it rises to kiss Your still closed soft eyes
7.
High Dream 02:59
I'm getting better at letting go Of all I thought I wanted Of dreams I stored in tiny compartments In my chest Waiting for the perfect touch To be broken open To be broken open I'm getting better at letting go Of all I thought I wanted Of all I thought I needed Spitting out all the words Caught in my throat For centuries Inherited by family History don't get mad at me Fear keeps you down In the ditch With the dirt and mud and rain And how my body aches For change I'm getting better at letting go Of all I thought I wanted Of all I though I needed But doubt creeps in But doubt creeps in Back again Back again
8.
No More 03:35
Do you see me standing there Hope hanging in the air Waiting But you closed the door No more Dead and gone Move along No words left to say Nothing left to hold on Dead and gone I'm carrying your death in me This is our funeral Show me I matter Show me your grief You can't get away fast enough from me As you walk away The only feeling you feel is relief Dead and gone Move along No words left to say Nothing left to hold on Dead and gone With someone else You'll fulfill that dream They'll see all the parts of you I could never see With someone else You'll find a home Share all the parts of you I've never known You'll find a love Deserving of you Worthy in all the ways I failed you Be everything we could never be Reduce me to fading memory Dead and gone Move along No words left to say Nothing left to hold on Dead and gone What am I to do With all my love for you Do you see me standing here Hope hanging in the air Waiting But you closed the door No more
9.
Moonlover 02:37
Call me naive Tell me I know nothing My years precede me But I know one thing I'm a fool for you A fool for you Call my name I'll come running to you No going back now Time's pushed me out But you loved me then Could you love again Could you love me now Close time somehow And pull me back in To feel you again I'm a fool for you A fool for you Call my name I'll come running to you Don't call me naive Cause I know nothing If not this one thing I'll wait for you Collapse the world in two Fold it to the moon Build stairs out of the creases And run to you And run to you Call my name I'm a fool for you I'm a fool for you A fool for you Call my name I'll come running to you
10.
Too Late 02:51
In a cruel twist of fate I learn my lessons too late Everything you needed from me I could only give you after our ending In a cruel twist of fate I learn my lessons too late Everything you needed I could've gave I only learned too late I only learned too late Left you hanging alone in your pain I only learned too late If I knew better I'd go back now Be the person I could be for you somehow I knew then and I know now The blessing of love so true I only wanna do right by you You were everything I wanted Taken away I only learned too late I only learned too late You were everything I wanted But I couldn't see your pain Blinded by my love and my shame I left you hanging alone in your pain I learn my lessons too late I learn my lessons too late
11.
Country Song 04:30
I'm scared to reach out For being shot down Where are you now Break the silence Praying for guidance Are you thinking of me now Are you thinking of me now Time is moving Memory swirling I should know better now But I'm gonna stand my ground I'm not gonna stop loving you now I'm not gonna stop loving you now The movie is over The parking lot is empty You towed all of me out Knees to the pavement Praying for you to come back Home to me somehow But you're so far from me now You're so far from me now If I sing loud and true enough Can you hear me somehow If I sing loud and true enough Can you feel me now
12.
Let It Be So 05:04
May you find joy May you find peace May you find release In the changing of autumn leaves May your stem fall with grace May you dance with other leaves other loves In the cool crisp breeze May you feel free May you feel free May you find hope May you find trust May your boldest colors Be met with love May the sunlight kiss your summer skin May you find clear deep waters In which to swim In which to dive in May you find rest May you find ease May you find unexpected joy in the smallest of things May you find renewal in your garden's soil May you find belonging Amongst the tall trees May you feel free May you feel free May you find tenderness May you find care May you receive all the generosity A wild flower has to bare May you dance May you sing At the top of your lungs To your favorite country song And know anyone who doubts pop country is wrong May you laugh hard May you find home May you know solace when you're alone And courage in the face of the unknown May you find your purpose May you know your strength May you know everything you want from this life Is yours to take May you know beauty But not grasp in longing May the magnolia flower Continue to bloom Although I no longer sleep next to you May your doubts be released May you know right now is exactly Where you're supposed to be May you wake up And find yourself complete May you feel free May you be free May you be free May you be free

about

In a dream I walked along the ocean and I looked up to the most beautiful sunrise/sunset pink sky. In the sky sat a full moon shining brightly, brilliantly amidst the pink glow. Right next to the moon lay another sliver of a crescent moon. (Two moons!!) I ran to tell my lost love. It broke my heart for her to miss it. My legs were heavy, pushing hard against the sand. My breath ragged and slow. The growing stitch in my side lightening bolted up into my chest, into my heart. It was no good. But I kept running.

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released March 30, 2019

All songs written between July 2018 - Nov 2018

All cassettes watercolor-painted, screenprinted, and recorded on 4-track cassette by Marissa Seiler

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